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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
I pray that may you heal from your sickness and recover by the power of God’s unconditional love and blessing. Get well very soon.💐I wish I could help but I really don't know anything about chemotherapy... I remember you said you suffered from fibromyalgia did the doctors got it under control? I suffered from it after some incompetent doctor gave me a psych-drug. I found the solution for it in case it was induced by a psych-drug (my case).
Thank you for your kind caring words
Aries Eagle 💞🌈
I am not a believer in God(s) or prayer.
However I will take your caring words as psychic summons and blessings
for good luck and healing from wherever or whomever the healings and good luck come 😎🌈
because no matter what they good luck and healing intentions nevertheless😎💖🌈Oh my I wish fibromyalgia was the only problem.
😢
Saddened that you suffered from it💙
No mine is not drug induced it is autoimmune.
The archilles tendons we're torn and ruptured by a prescription drug though.
As to my myriad illnesses,
I inherited all the crap and the rest from
injuries and from illneses and adverse reactions to prescription drugs that has left me with multiple types of permanent damage to my central nervous system and neurological issues from the drus and torn ruptured Achilles tendons which have severely impaired !y ability to walk😢🤬
Please stop reading if I am bothering you please💙
Posting about the nightmare life I have,
and my disabled husband too really helps me cope😎
It just helps to be able to at least vent in writing even if no one wants to know.💙
No one probably wants my list of disabled and agonizing conditions but if I cannot post it here then where could I post?⁉️
Anyhow
at the moment my prime issues are at least 3 types of very rare female cancers caused by drugs my mother took to prevent miscarriages.
It was routinely given to women from about 1933 to 1971 who had already miscarried.
I was born in 1954.
That means that I am a DES daughter 😢👽🤬
So now I am fighting for my life because of advanced cervical cancer, vaginal cancer, uterine cancer and adjoining pelvic abdominal
areas😢😳
Too advanced to do surgeries first so they hope that chemotherapy and radiation will shrink the cancers so that I can have surgeries.
On top of all that I have a damaged digestive system and ulcers and hernias and vomit every day since October 2019.
Lost over 100 pounds without trying.
Always nauseated and that is before the pending chemotherapy 😢
Degenerative disk disease of every disc in my entire spine.
Every joint of my body even fingers and jaw etcetera are always in so much pain and all😢
Ruptured knees and severe bone spurs everywhere
from head to toes even ribs jabbing into my neurological systems.
Pain and partial paralysis rotate all over my body and there is nothing I can do about it😢
Various other skeletal damages as my bones and joints fuse and or disintegrate and grow even more bone spurs known as osteophytes.
I feel like I am wound up in electrified barbed
wire that is causing horrible spasms and burning electrical shock like pains.
Heriditary Angioedema type3 adds to my woes.
In the past 3 years I have become almost completely bed bound😢
I thought I was doing better because my diabetes has gone into remission needng s HH ots etcetera. But get to this..... now I
have too low blood sugars and no on we knows why👽😳👽
Now I must eat all types of sugars to keep my blood sugar from dropping to dangerous low levels.
I eat but am still of late losing a pound a day without trying.
No one knows why👽
The is the thinnest I have been since about
1980😳👽
I am also anemic and must have Intravenous Iron infusions.
I cannot digest iron from suppliments or plants.
I gave up red meat and now I must have iron intravenously 👽
The list of severe degenerating bone issues is very long so not posting it all here.
My jaw is even disolving😳👽😢
Then of course the demyinating poly neuropathy which is not diabetic but is from neurological damage.
The neurologist said it is like Multiple Sclerosis but the pain and symptoms are much much worse and there is no real cure or treatment.
I am going blind.
I have to often crawl like a baby to toilet and when I go to Dr appointments, tests etcetera,
I can barely get to car with a rolliator walker and must often literally crawl backwards down steps and then crawl forward to go up them.
Due to severe damage to my feet and ankles I am totally unable to use a ramp👽
My feet and ankles do not bend that way.
Our home is old and in shambles and we are too poor to get it fixed and get it retrofitted for our two person totally handicapped household😢
I just hope that I am not wasting what time I have left by trying to fight the cancers and get surgery hopefully😢👽😳
I feel so scared and lost these days.
I need to talk about the things I am going through even if no one can help me.💙💙💙
It helps me feel like I can make it😎
Or at least less resigned.
I am 67 going on 68 if I make it to November😎😳
My husband of 25 years is only 53 but has his own terrible and incurable health issues which are also Heriditary in nature.
His father died from the rare liver disease
which my beloved now has😭
He can live many years if it does not turn into cancer but will need yearly surgeries to fix liver ducts etcetera and needing a liver transplant is not uncommon.
Weird disease it would eventually damage a new liver and no one knows why😢👽
He also suffers from intractable vomiting and intractable temporal lobe migraines and seizures and other conditions realated to that.
The only cure for the rare type of migraines
and brain damage is brain surgery and a frontal lobotomy😭👽
We are holding off on that for now.👽👽👽
He also has osteoarthritis and diabetes and severe digestive system diseases and again nothing can be done to really fix it all👽😭
He had to quit his good job as the head technology expert for the library here and the 12 other affilated libraries.
He began having seizures from fluroesent lights and any flashy thingies on a computer screen👽😢
No it is so bad that he cannot look at Christmas lights or play video games or even watch Aspen and Birch trees when the wind causes them to shimmer and glitter😢👽
On the highway as a passenger,
watching the electric poles seem to zoom by and he can have seizures😢
We both suffer from much much more than
what I have listed😢👽
Such fun here😭
We two handicapped people trying to care for each other and struggling to survive under severe far below the poverty level conditions 😢
Aries Eagle 💖
Thank you for reading and you do not need to reply on all that.
Just being permitted to post it all halps give me hope that we will survive all of these nightmares we are plagued with and get through it all and both heal.💖💞😎
Blessings and love to you Aries Eagle💖🌈🌄
Please pardon any typos my eyes are wonky today from aftereffects of the surgery the other day.
Oh if you have any questions I do not mind answering them💙
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